bz week ahead...

exam is just around the corner.. another week before going to war now... pray for me everybody... pray for the best ya.. hopefully i can go through this painful part of life again-and again and gain... :(

Kromosom XX

Mengapa susah nak memahami kromosom XX ni...???

kromosom XX ni atau name saintifiknya perempuan adalah sebuah subjek yang sangat2 susah difahami dan dikaji.... mereka sangat-sangat suka untuk berubah angin dan sungguh susah untuk diduga. bila terlebih dieri perhatin mereka kata bosan dan bila terkurang pula mereka menyatakan bahawa kita tidak sayang. bagaimana untuk kita menginbangkan kedua-dua permintaan mereka... sungguh susah untuk dilakukan.. haih... tdkkah mereka tahu bahawa bila mereka menyatakan sebegitu ia sangat-sangat memedihkan untuk kita telan. tidak kira jika mereka kata bosan ataupun tidak sayang.. kedua-dua jawapan itu adalah jawapan yang sangat-sangat perit untuk kita telan. bukanlah disini saya nyatakan bahwa lelaki ni semuanya sempurna tetapi jika kita sahaja yang hendak memahami mereka, siapalah pula yang akan memahami kita.. mintak maaf kepada kaum hawa jika apa yang saya tulis ini menyinggung, bukanlah niat saya untuk menyinggung hanya sekadar berkongsi apa yang telah berlaku dalam hidup ini.. mungkin ada silap dari pihak saya tidak sedari. apa-apapun cuma berkongsi apa yang telah berlaku dan sesiapa yang ingin berkongsi saya amat sila-silakan... huhuhuh sahabat saya menyuruh saya membaca buku "why men are from mars and women are from venus?" saya akan terus mencari buku ini dan mungkin ia akan lebih membuat saya faham Kromosom XX ini..

Mencari Ketenangan Dihening Pagi.

HARI YG SANGAT BOSAN.. DITAMBAH DGN KETIDAK TENANGAN DIMALAM HARI MEMBUAT DIRI INI TDK KERUAN DAN SANGAT PEDIH........  TUHAN TOLONG LAH HAMBAMU INI DENGAN MEMBERIKAN KETENANGAN PADA DIRIKU. BERILAH KEKUATAN PD DIRIKU INI... ADUYAI.... IM FEELING LIKE S*I*T....... HUHU PAGI YANG KUHARAPKAN TENANG SUPAYA MENJUMPAI HARI ESOK YANG LEBIH BAIK...... :(

Mengamit Memori Di Petang Hari....

bila aku terkenang tahun 2009 macam-macam perkara yang tak dpt ku lupakan telah berlaku. tahun 2009 la tahun yang mana aku rasa paling bermakna dalam hidup aku setakat ini. tahan 2009 adalah tahun yang aku rasa aku paling puas hati menikmati hidup. aku buat apa yang aku suka, aku temui sahabat sejati, dan aku rasa tahun 2009 ni adalah tahun yang mana paling byk aku belajar tentang kehidupan. macam-macam perkara telah ku lalui. perit getir kecewa marah sayang gembira semuala ada. semuanya bercampur baur. aku berterima kasih pada tuhan kerana memberikan ku peluang untuk menikmati hidup seperti itu dan aku juga berterima kasih kerana aku dikurniakan dengan rakan-rakan yang tidak dapat aku hargai nilai mereka. aku sanggat berharap pada tahun ini akan menjadi lebih baik lagi. insyaallah bulan 7 ini aku akan mulakan hidup baru di UiTM shah alam. aku harap ia akan menjadi pengalaman yang lebih baik lagi. walaubagaimanapun kenang tahun 2009 tidak akan ku lupakan hingga akhir hayat ku. aku akan hargainya dan simpan semua memori dihatiku sampai bila-bila.indah bila ku kenang hahahah terima kasih kawan-kawan aku sayang korang and hargai korang macamana aku hargai nyawaku sendiri. u all are the best... thank you for being part of my life..

today...

was very exciting...
was very enjoyable..
was very fun...


thanks for today really apriciate it.. ;-p

Jangan lagi kau sesali keputusanku

Ku tak ingin kau semakin kan terluka

Tak ingin ku paksakan cinta ini

Meski tiada sanggup untuk kau terima

Aku memang manusia paling berdosa

Khianati rasa demi keinginan semu

Lebih baik jangan mencintaiku aku dan semua hatiku

Karena takkan pernah kau temui, cinta sejati

Berakhirlah sudah semua kisah ini

Dan jangan kau tangisi lagi

Sekalipun aku takkan pernah mencoba kembali padamu

Sejuta kata maaf terasa kan percuma

Sebab rasa ku tlah mati untuk menyadarinya

Semoga saja kan kau dapati

Hati yg tulus mencintaimu

Tapi bukan aku

tapi bukan aku by kerispatih.....

i got no words to describe my feeling rite now.... im so so so so so so down..... im so lucky to have friends by my side... thanx is the only word i can think of right now..... thank you for all the memories, thank you for all the time, thank you..... to friends and my brother come soul mate mr amir arif azman that stood by my side the no words that can describe my gratitude to you all.. thank you..... you all are my life... :((

Awal Pagi Yang Damai Tetapi Menakutkan.......

Setelah ku ubah spesifikasi susunan blog ku kelmarin, telah ku muat naik pikturasi kepala blogku hari ini jam 4.40 pagi.... Hati yang tidak keruan ini mencari pengaman nya supaya dapat beradu dengan tenang dan aman tanpa sebarang ganguan.. Letih dan takut menyelubungi diriku tatkala waktu malam menjelma.... Takut akan mainan tidur yang aneh akan berlaku tiap-tiap kali ku beradu. hampir 2 minggu aku diselubungi mimpi yang aneh-aneh... Harapanku agar tidak mimpi-mimpi dalam lenaku berlaku di kehidupan realitiku... :(

exam of exam.....

exam fever again..... as usual when exam comes so does other problem... eventhough it always happen each time exam come but still it effect our life.. nape kte x leh rase lali and abaikan je problem bila exam nak tiba. why cant we juz think and focused on exam rather than other problem.. huhuhuh sabarlah MOhd Hafsham Bin Masod... tempuhilah ia dgn tenang..... :-(

p/s; Mati Aku. T_T

layan lagu dgn lyrics.....

Kau Cinta pertamaku
Engkau cinta terakhirku
Tiada apa yang bisa menafikan kasih kita...

Kau ayu dimataku
Satu antara seribu
Tiada tara didunia...

Mungkin kan terputus di tengah jalan
Mungkin kan terlerai tanpa ikatan
Usah ragu dengan takdir...

Mungkin kitakan berbeza haluan
Berakhirnya cerita percintaan

Segalanya ditentukan Tuhan....

cinta terakhir by aiman....

well nape nk layan lagu ni ek..... hmm ntah la... but from the lyrics kte dpt reflect on our own life kan... bila tgh bercinta semua indah, semua aman, semua damai. we will not think bout anything else or anything bad bout our partner.. everything seems to be the best and mest kita akan sentiasa rasa setiap hubungan akan berakhir ke jinjang perkahwinan.... well let us feel the lyric from this song and adapt it in our life... segalanya kita boleh rancang but at the end of the day tuhan yang akan tentukan segalanya...

maybe today sedang kita bercinta kita akan berfikiran ttg 10 tahun akan datang.. how would our life be kan.. but the truth is why not kita just think about tomorrow and take 1 step at a time... we will be more miserable if we plan and plan for the future after that it doesnt goes according to plan... sakit woooo.... bukan la nak tunjuk pandai or mengatakan aku ni dh cukup pandai untuk talk bout peoples life but im just sharing mY my thought bout this. its not easy to accept something that we had plan juz vanish like that. it takes time for us to recover...

Kehidupan Adalah Sesuatu Yang Indah Yang Telah Tercipta Untuk Kita.
walaupun kita dilemparkan dengan pelbagai dugaan kita mesti tabah menghadapinya.dan sentiasa memikirkan hikmah disebalik yang terjadi. ingatlah tuhan tidak akan mencoba/menduga umatnya melainkan dia tahu umatnya itu mampu untuk menanggungnya.

Cinta Adalah Sebahagian Besar Dari Kehidupan Jadikanlah Ia Sesuatu Yang Istimewa Dan Suci Didalam Diri Kita. jika kita sentiasa mengangap cinta itu sesuatu yang istimewa dan suci insyaallah cinta yang dialami akan menjadi cinta sejati......

deeper conversation.....

a friend told me to listen to diz song.. its a song from yuna called deeper conversation... the lyrics are as follow;

Is your favourite colour blue?
Do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outerspace?
And im learning you

Is your skin as tanned as mine?
Does your hair flow sideways?
Did someone took a portion of your heart?
And im learning you

And if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

I let my guard down for you
And in time you will too

if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation

Only you can make me

for different ppl this song will bring different meaning.. its a nice song and plz do listen to it... feel the lyrics and try and adapt it to your own life.. im sure it will link to your life somehow.. plz do enjoy k.. ill try to upload this song to my playlist a.s.a.p.... hehehehe

cerita artis malaysia-arwah din beramboi

Pagi tadi sekitar jam 10 i was watching astro ria which was showing cerita artis malaysia program. dor this episode its a tribute to our local comedian Mr. Mior Ahmad Fuad Mior Badri also known as Din Beramboi. i watched the whole program and i was touch by the content of the tribute.

According to the program Din Beramboi is the kind of person that likes to make ppl around him happy. All his close friends including Afdlin Shauki, Syarifah Shahirah, Harith Iskandar, Aznil and even A.C mizal admits they at first hard to believe that the comedian had left us.They seem to be very attach to the late Din Beramboi and they realy admire his spirit and characteristic.

Even from his family i can see and feel how much they love him. Din Beramboi has been in the industry for a long time already and has done severel different job from a cartoonist, radio dj, artist and even a tv host. this program had showed me some part of the late Din Beramboi Career in just an hour. as as fan of his art work and comedy i really adoe his work and jokes to me there will be no other person than can Replace Din Beramboi. Let us all Pray that he is in a better place and recite the alfatihah for him. if u all get the chance to watch the repeat of the program plz do watch and feel the contend of the program. Thank You For All the Laughter that u had given us and may Allah bless your soul.

Mior Ahmad Fuad Mior Badri A.K.A Din Beramboi 1966-2010

Al-Fatihah........

x keruan, x tenang,x senang, x best.....

Tday's day seems to be even worse than yesterday. even though i was hoping to get a better day but it was da apposite.. hmm well what can i say its life... tday everything seems to be so wrong... ada je yang x kene ngan ape yang aku buat. The worse part is when even while playing my own guitar pun terbantut sbb tali putus.. if its the normal guitar kapok xpe ni guitar eletric.. adui.. mane nak cekau rimau nak ganti tali 2h...

Its like i am not capable of doing anything right today . But nvermind the day aint over till the fat lady sings. Even though we always look at the dark side of life, the unfairness of life, the cruelty of life, the harsh life that we live in we must always remember that god is fair.. insyaallah mayb today is your bad day but tomorrow we still dont know. I still believe that we live in a very beautiful world that has beautiful lifes in it...

In order for the world and life that we live today to be positive and nice, we ourselves must be positive first. always think of happy thought and always look at the good side of life that has faded today. insyaallah there is still good side of life that we havent encounter yet. so let us pray together and hopefully we will still see the best part of life in the future.... hehehehe


(p/s:aku pun xtaw knape dgn aku ni.. tgk la tulis post pun dh x btol hahahahah )

life is one hurtful thing......

Life seems to be unfair everyday,
Life seems to be misjudge night and day,
Even though life make us feel nice sometimes in the day,
It will surely be taken back at any time of the day.......

Life make us grow mature,
Life make us go stronger,
Life is the reason of sorrow,
From life we are what we are tday....

No regrets,
No dissappointment,
No sorrow,
even when we know.....

LIFE IS ONE HURTFUL THING...... ;)

duLl dAy tiRed Day

Penat, Bosan, ntah pe-pe la arini.. huhuhu sangat-sangat x keruan harini.. i dont know why.. dont know whats wrong dont know wat happen.. nothing interesting out od the norm happen tday.. just hoping that tmorrow will be better happier n productive day... lalalalala

stupid college....

malas nak taip skang.. nant bler aku rajin aku citer.....

first post for 2010

halllluuuu eveerybbody.....

hahaha mayb its a lil bit late for a first post of the current year but.... haha what the heck... hehehe hmm life still goes on and on and on like usual.. just this year seems to be much more hectic and time seems like just flying around.... theres no such thing as enough time for me this year.. evrything is going through a fast paste.. hehehe well this year i've reach the age which enable me to start voting so remember politician my vote does count for the next election..... better start kissing my ass from now hahahaha :-p hehehe hmm lots of different thing i endure this year (maybe dats the reason why i dong have enough time) some of the significant changes that has happen and will happen is:

• I have own a partnership company with my best buddy and brother Mr Triple A that is called "PSYCHOLAB.ART".... hehe we have started a printing company that cater services in the printing line including designing... from t-shirts and banner uptill button badge and souvenir.. hehehe (hoping that this company will be our stepping stone to enter the business world. insyallah)
  
• Next ive started a new hobby which is Jamming... yeah....... my band consist of all my brother from another mother which is Mr Amir Arif Azman, Mr Muhammad Amirul Rejab Zakaria, Mr Muhammad Munir Abdullah and our sessionist Mr Hariz Ramly which is still in ther learning process hahaha :-p
• Other than that starting from next semester insyallah ill be moving to UiTM Shah Alam to continue my studies there.. since im not performing as well that i thought i can in KPTM so i might as well change direction to UiTM. maybe there will b a brighter future ahead.. hahah who knows...
• other than that the relationship between lebah and daisy still continues up till now.... Alhamdulillah.. heheheh :-D

i think thats some of the major changes that has and will happen in my life this year.. hmm other than that life seems normal just that i spend less time at home right now.. but i trust my feeling and know that all my hardwork will pay off eventually... hehehe lots of new friend that ive meet this year and some of them are really close to my heart..... luv u all so much.. hehehe

Friends are trully important in our life.. without them live will be misrable as living hell... hehehe so to everybody that have friends adore them and tell them that u love them.. hehehehe hmm so far maybe thats it for now... ill try and update this blog as frequent as possible k.. hehehe orite thats its for now..

~chow~