like you stand right before me
But then the next day you seem so far
like each other we can't see,
Each day is like a roller coaster
with my stomach turning upside down
You stand there looking
but yet you don't utter a sound,
I feel so confused and
my heart is being torn at its seams
And every night that I sleep
you seem to linger in my dreams,
Every time I look at you
I forget all my thoughts
And right then and there
it's you that my heart has sought,
Every time I hope
it turns into something bad
So for right now I'll stop thinking
And maybe things won't end up sad.
Place in my heart
You always had a place in my heart
It was there just for you
No length of time went past,
That I did not think of you.
I always prayed and wished
That someday we would meet
And that little spark
Would be relit.
The time did come when that spark was lit
And I thought this could be it.
Till nature blew a gust of wind
And blew it out.
I don’t know why it happened
I cannot work it out
I wanted to know you so much
Maybe it was not meant to be.
I will still meet you
One day up above
Until then, I believe you are watching over us.
So till the time comes
I want you to rest in piece
Think of me and remember
I am proud to be apart of you.
kekeliruan....
What is this feeling I have?
I seem to love you
But other times I seem to loathe you
I can't be without you
Or maybe just without anyone
I think about you all the time
But why do I have this feeling?
And I would die to hear your laugh
But is this love
Or merely lust?