Tuesday, June 8, 2010

kompilasi puisi2 yang sedang ku hayati..


CONFUSED....

Some days you seem so close
like you stand right before me
But then the next day you seem so far
like each other we can't see,
Each day is like a roller coaster
with my stomach turning upside down
You stand there looking
but yet you don't utter a sound,
I feel so confused and
my heart is being torn at its seams
And every night that I sleep
you seem to linger in my dreams,
Every time I look at you
I forget all my thoughts
And right then and there
it's you that my heart has sought,
Every time I hope
it turns into something bad
So for right now I'll stop thinking
And maybe things won't end up sad.


Place in my heart

You always had a place in my heart

It was there just for you

No length of time went past,

That I did not think of you.

I always prayed and wished

That someday we would meet

And that little spark

Would be relit.

The time did come when that spark was lit

And I thought this could be it.

Till nature blew a gust of wind

And blew it out.

I don’t know why it happened

I cannot work it out

I wanted to know you so much

Maybe it was not meant to be.

I will still meet you

One day up above

Until then, I believe you are watching over us.

So till the time comes

I want you to rest in piece

Think of me and remember

I am proud to be apart of you.




kekeliruan....

What is this feeling I have?
I seem to love you
But other times I seem to loathe you

I can't be without you
Or maybe just without anyone
I think about you all the time
But why do I have this feeling?

I long for your voice
And I would die to hear your laugh
But is this love
Or merely lust?




ntah ngape tetibe malam ni aku nk bc puisi pun aku x taw.. huhuh layan je la perasaan yang tengah kosong.. layan saja kemahuan hati ini.. lalalalala







stressss....

otak ku binggung...
tekanan yang sangat kuat melanda...
main dgn perasaan sdri..
rindu...
adoi...
binggung-binggung....

Friday, June 4, 2010

aku down...

hari ni aku sangat-sangat down...
hari ini aku tidak keruan.....
hari ini aku keliru....
hari ini aku tekanan...
hari ini sangat-sangat buatku tidak tenang...
hari ini aku sangat-sangat sunyi..........

bila kita bermain dengan perasaan sendiri ia adalah senjata pemusnah diri no 1.... aku sakit apbila bermain dgn perasaan sendiri... adoi........ tolonglah tuhan dgr keluhan hambamu in.. berikan lah aku ketenangan dalm menghadapi dugaan-dugaan yang mendatang.... aku x pernah rasa down macamni... aku rasa sangat-sangat sunyi... exam bakal menjelang bagaimana aku harus teruskan segala-galanya ni... adoi... tolonglah..............

kemaafan

Disini ingain sy nyatakan berjuta kemaafan kepada semua wanita yang pernah saya sakiti.. walaupun mmg tdk ramai pun wanita yang ada dalam hidup saya, jika saya penah melukai dan menyakiti hati anda semua, sy pohon seribu kemaafan. sesungguhnya sy tiada niat langsung utk buat begitu. jika anda btol-betol mengenali sy anda tentu tahu bagaimana wanita pada saya.. pohon seribu kemaafan dari anda semua dan harap anda semua dapat memaafkan sy.. sekian dulu warkah dari seorang insan......

Thursday, June 3, 2010

feelings....

Feelings sometimes it hurt sometime it cures... But no matter what it does we must always be grateful because god had given us the opportunity to feel it... sometimes the most hurtful thing about feeling is when we play with our own... and the best part bout feeling is when we feel that we are being love.. even though the love wont be ours but the feeling will make us feel theres nothing else more wonderful that that feeling.



Walaupun tidak dapat menyintai kita harus tetap teruskan mencinta supaya hidup ini dipenuhi dengan keindahan cinta yang telah dikurniakan tuhan.. sabarlah tatkala cinta menduga kita kerna ia bagaikan karma. mungkin hari ini kita menderita kerana cinta dikemudian hari pasti tuhan kurniakan kebahagiaan dalam cinta.. cinta paling derita ialah cinta yang tidak dapat dimiliki kerna walaupun cinta itu wujud namun cinta itu bukan milik kita. bangkitlah darinya dan teruskan kehidupan seperti biasa. sesungguhnya mungkin ia bukan milik kita sekarang tp dimasa hadapan siapa yang tahu... ;p